I am over life right now. I have to sit through six hours of class tonight. The end of finals makes me realize that it was not such a good idea to go off my anti-depressants, which always kept me so relaxed. I am also over certain people in my life that just zap a lot out of me. I have to distance myself from this because it is not good for me to be around. Luckily, being out of the country will do that. I have also picked the perfect time to have anxiety about what my plans are after graduation. Staying in LA does not seem to be the bestest of ideas, especially after being so drained. Sometimes, I wish I would have gone to grad school in a suburb or less happening place like I did for undergrad. Despite my love for urban cities they are such a distraction sometimes, especially when you have a lot going on in your life. God, I should just move back to Oslo, which sometimes was the perfect combination of urban but rural with all the nature and the not-so-dense population.
Yes, I am procrastinating because I feel numb and depressed from all the stress in my life.